Friday, 5 July 2013

It's been ten days

I dreamt of ice cream last night.

I has massive cravings yesterday. I left work feeling really hungry during the commute. I had images of burgers, pizzas, chips, Reuben sandwich and many more. It was my 9th day on the low GI food plan. So it's not surprising that ice cream featured in my dreams.

I thought maybe we can eat out and choose well. We decided to cook at home instead. These kind of choices were always hard pre-diagnosis. My choice would always be to eat out- to celebrate the end of the week, to celebrate...anything!

The surprising thing was after taking my first and second bite (and commenting on how yummy the vanilla/cookies and cream was) I thought 'oh no, wait, I'm not supposed to eat this!'. It was like I had a momentary lapse of memory and forgot. I remember pausing before we bought the ice cream but wasn't sure why. 

I think in my dream I ate the whole two scoops of ice cream in a cone.  I felt sick when I woke up.

And was relieved to realize that it was oh a dream and that I haven't broken my plan.

Phew.

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